Subject: Okay, I'll try not to get my head bitten off here.
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Posted on: 2014-12-15 14:02:00 UTC
I hate math.
I've struggled to scrape by in my math classes since fifth grade, though I've had problems since third grade. (It took me three months longer than everyone else to finally figure out how long division worked.) Someone asks me what 6x2 is, I panic and answer 24. For some reason, I have math anxiety and it all kind of steamrolls into one big vicious cycle: I panic, I mess up, I think 'I can't do this', I panic more. I wish I could say I was kidding when I say I had to retake a semester of Algebra II because I flunked it.
Of course, I suppose it could stem from my fifth grade teacher, who took an immense disliking to me on the first day. She started taking off points because I'd answer a question as .23 instead of 0.23, even though they're worth exactly the same. And she always belittled me, my math especially. I don't know why.
And pre-calculus really killed it for me when my teacher kept insisting polar coordinates were absolutely necessary for pilots. When I asked my dad (who is a pilot) about polar coordinates, he just gave me a blank look and said, "What?" He'd never heard of them and after I explained them, he said he's never had to use them in his twenty-some years of flying.
Numbers just don't 'click' for me. Even when presented with a simple problem, all I see is scribbles for a moment before I'm like, 'oh, numbers'. My parents had me tested for dyscalculia, but nope, that's not it either.
Tl;dr I either have some illogical hatred of math thanks to a vicious cycle of self-pity or my fifth grade teacher instilled it in me. Sorry if you were expecting an eloquent comparison of math to language. ^_^'