Subject: Huh... Would you look at the time...
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Posted on: 2018-04-09 00:06:00 UTC

IT'S HIIIIIIIIIIIIGH NOOOOOOOOOON

Apparently over here is April 9th... Which means it's my 3rd Boardiversary. Time surely flies. Meanwhile, I'm still here, pretending I know what I'm doing, striving for attention and any sort of recognition which I can never hope to achieve which writing as bland as the one I'm presenting...

But for some reason, I'm not feeling this as self-loathing anymore. Nor as a pity play, I hope. I... honestly feel like I've burned out 90% of my skills. And so now I'm left with mountains of ideas and I'm going back to world-building instead of... you know... actually write something.

But there is another side to this coin; I would probably never had started writing my own content, and would end up in a sucky fan-fic land, if it wasn't for the PPC. If it wasn't for those who agreed to look at my ideas, who decided to talk to me about concepts and issues, and those who told me 'Nope, don't do that. Approach it from a different perspective'. And for that, from the bottom of my cold, cold, heart...

Thank you.

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