This may go without saying, but you don't need to call yourself names. Treating everyone with respect means yourself, too! We won't call you names, either, even when we point out behavior we don't like. As long as you're working on improving, we'll keep working with you. We strive for the PPC to be a place where people can grow and improve themselves if they try.

~Neshomeh

I'm sticking it here because it means I can also say the concept of Singlish is fascinating, though it's unconnected. Anyway:

Thinking things over before you post them aside, I think in a lot of cases you've used spoiler tags in discord in places where most of us would generally use strike through (coded ~~ like so ~~ without the spaces on there--it works here, too, hence having to include the spaces in this post). Making that switch might aid communication a bit.

(With apologies if this isn't worded clearly--I've just been working for two hours, talking most of the time, and am now in need of a meal. If anything needs clarification, just ask.)

~Z

Though I was and am definitely peeved at you for calling me a drug abuser, the real issue I have is the fact you knew it was inappropriate, because

1) You posted it in a spoilered comment, that

2) You then proceeded to delete as soon as you’d posted it, so there was no screenshottable evidence. You have done this numerous other times in the past, most notably when you continued making “jokes” about killing animals to feel powerful. You demonstrated by making those spoilered conments and immediately after deleting them that you knew it wasn’t an appropriate thing to say, and yet you persisted despite multiple others telling you to stop.

I don’t want your apology. I want you to leave me alone.

I think that I should make redo an apology. I feel that the first apology for Iximaz wasn’t good enough. I saw her delete it. I assume that my “English” wasn’t good enough then, or that Iximaz does not like me.

No I don’t mean to insult Iximaz, what I meant is that I should have explained everything and should have been careful with my words. Because if I’m still not careful I will still break the constitution, at again and again and so on.

The post below I made was out of anger. Please ignore it. Nevermind. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have over complicated everything and now I don’t know what to do or what to answer. I need help. But then I doubt that anyone would find this. So nevermind. I shouldn’t have even ask in the first place. I’ll just complicate things even further.

Well, if I’m here making everyone unhappy and uncomfortable I guess that I shouldn’t have joined the PPC in the first place.

If everyone is uncomfortable when I’m around than I guess that being permanently banned is a good thing for them; they won’t be seeing me typing things anymore. Because what’s the point of joining something if you can’t fit in with everyone else.

No wonder why my brother never liked me in the first place.

The more I think of it, the more its good for everyone else. Also who said that English wasn’t my first language? Just because I typed Chinese characters doesn’t mean that English is my second language! It’s the opposite!