Subject: I've been struggling with what to write for a while now.
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Posted on: 2016-06-13 06:14:00 UTC

I wish I knew what words, what phrases, would act as the best salve for this new wound in our collective psyche. But I don't. All I have are my thoughts, confused and muddled as they are.

As I read through the accounts of what happened in Orlando, I thought back to the Columbine High School shooting in 1999. I lived in Colorado (where Columbine is) and was about to enter middle school myself at the time. I just remember being plagued by questions and fear. How could such a thing happen? Why? Was my own school safe?

Now, 17 years later, I'm a bisexual adult well out of school. And yet I feel like a confused child again. The questions have changed—Why has nothing been done to curtail this violence? Why do people feel the need to respond to differences with hate?—but the fears are still the same.

I guess all I can say is this: hold your loved ones close, reach out to those hurting, and keep on moving forward. I hope that helps a little.

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