Subject: Not sure what happened...
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Posted on: 2016-09-25 06:39:00 UTC
But I'm glad to hear you're on your way to feeling better about it. You've been nothing but lovely to me, and I should hope karma smiles on you for it.
Not gonna be here for much longer so I should probably say so now before I go and leave you wondering what happened. Just don't let someone like me claim it, okay? That fic deserves someone who can do it justice.
I'm sorry for my radio silence the last few days. I had to go to the hospital and wasn't able to get online to let you know I'm okay.
I'm back on meds again and going to see a therapist soon. I didn't mean to stir up any drama and I'm sorry for that. Just wanted to make a clean break of it... I guess that didn't work too well. But I'm doing better now. I'm sorry.
But I'm glad to hear you're on your way to feeling better about it. You've been nothing but lovely to me, and I should hope karma smiles on you for it.
I'm glad to hear that you're okay, and I hope that things go well with the new therapist.
This isn't drama, and I'm very glad you didn't make a clean break of it.
If you think you can make a clean break from us you have vastly underestimated how much we all care about you. *shakes finger in your face, then lightly taps your nose* And I'm so glad you're still around.
And to everyone else: you all are important to me too. If you have posted to this Board even once, I have taken note of you and developed an emotional investment in you and firmly believe you need to carry on, and you will like it much better if you keep going. I'm not exaggerating.
Beige and brown it, why are so many people suicidal or self-destructive. How do we fix the world.
--Key
*adds to to-do list: print out fox photo and place in areas which have problems. The last bathroom stall, the alcove around the corner from the gym, the House of Congress. Fox 'em all and the problems will melt away*
Biological warfare!
You animals!
I'd give you a tight hug, but sadly, birds made of knives just aren't exactly the "huggy" type. ^^;
Glad to see that you're doing okay!
Happy to see you're feeling better, I was worried.
All is forgiven.
*offers gentle hug and Honeydukes chocolate*
Good to see you're OK and getting help. Don't apologize for whatever happened; being unwell isn't your fault. I hope you keep getting better.
...that things get better for you. You've been a good friend to me despite my inactivity, and my email is open if you want. *hugs*
And all the luck in the world with the aftermath and the climbing out of the pit. I know it's rough, but there is a better world on the other side of the walls.
but with heartfelt feelings of concern.
hS
Darkotas here. If you don't know me, I'm one of Ixi's IRL friends and who a lot of you have been contacting. I'm just checking in right now to let you all know that she's okay. Her parents are aware of everything, and we're handling it.
I'm glad her parents know. The one thing I really wished I could do was talk to them. If it were my kid, I know I would hate not knowing until it was too late.
*hugs for everyone*
~Neshomeh
This is a big relief.
—doctorlit
Thank you. Ix, if you read this later, I'm sorry if you're angry with anyone during this situation. I hope that in time, you'll understand why everyone acted the way they did, why we all care about you and want to make sure you're okay. I'm sorry that any of this happened.
If something has happened IRL that's preventing you from being a part of our community, please do take the time to resolve it. But don't put yourself down, please. You are one of the best writers and one of the nicest people we know of. And if you want the My Immortal mission to be a true legend in the PPC community, we'll help you out in any way we can.
We hope this isn't a permanent leave, but if it is, we're sorry to see you go. For now, good luck with wherever the future takes you, and follow your dreams. *salutes*
Ix, you're an amazing writer. If anyone is going to tackle My Immortal, it would have to be someone like you. You've managed to work brilliant character arcs into your missions and interludes, and I never get tired of reading your work.
From what I know, which admittedly isn't that much, you are a prime example of what the PPC is about. Poking fun at bad writing is a side story to characters interacting with each other, and you balance those two goals perfectly.
I don't know if something happened in real life, or you're just tiring somewhat of the PPC after writing so much, or if it's something else entirely. Whatever happened, though, I wish you the best of luck.
I don't know what's going on, or what's happening, or any of that, and if you ought to leave, you ought to leave. That's your choice, y'know?
But, hey.
If I could choose anyone to claim My Immortal, it would most definitely be someone like you.
Writing-wise, you're bloody brilliant. Stunning characterisation and humour, consistent updating and quality.
Hell, person-wise, you're bloody brilliant.
You interact regularly with the community, are friendly and polite to everyone, and, as someone who's never really been involved in this sort of thing before, I can say that you've been one of the best influences I could've had. Don't know if I've ever felt so welcomed in anything, ever. I don't doubt I'm the only one who feels that.
Don't know what you're going through, and if you feel this is the right decision, then go ahead, but, really, you should give yourself some credit. You deserve it.
Hope that all turns out well.
Besides, I don't even have Permission!
(Hey, that rhymes!)
What happened Ix? Please, explain why you're talking like this. And don't tell me you recently insulted someone her on the PPC, because I won't believe that.
And if another problem s getting at you, well, there is a whole community here to discuss the issues with you and solve them.
Oh, and to quote Salvation War, the two last phrases of your post are male bovine excrement. You can sure do justice to that thing, and 'people like you' are a ducking base for this community.
Please reconsider why you end up here. I'm sure the problem can be solved, whatever it is. Jutt talk about it with us.
