I'm sorry for my radio silence the last few days. I had to go to the hospital and wasn't able to get online to let you know I'm okay.

I'm back on meds again and going to see a therapist soon. I didn't mean to stir up any drama and I'm sorry for that. Just wanted to make a clean break of it... I guess that didn't work too well. But I'm doing better now. I'm sorry.

...that things get better for you. You've been a good friend to me despite my inactivity, and my email is open if you want. *hugs*

And all the luck in the world with the aftermath and the climbing out of the pit. I know it's rough, but there is a better world on the other side of the walls.

but with heartfelt feelings of concern.



hS

Darkotas here. If you don't know me, I'm one of Ixi's IRL friends and who a lot of you have been contacting. I'm just checking in right now to let you all know that she's okay. Her parents are aware of everything, and we're handling it.

If something has happened IRL that's preventing you from being a part of our community, please do take the time to resolve it. But don't put yourself down, please. You are one of the best writers and one of the nicest people we know of. And if you want the My Immortal mission to be a true legend in the PPC community, we'll help you out in any way we can.

We hope this isn't a permanent leave, but if it is, we're sorry to see you go. For now, good luck with wherever the future takes you, and follow your dreams. *salutes*

Ix, you're an amazing writer. If anyone is going to tackle My Immortal, it would have to be someone like you. You've managed to work brilliant character arcs into your missions and interludes, and I never get tired of reading your work.

From what I know, which admittedly isn't that much, you are a prime example of what the PPC is about. Poking fun at bad writing is a side story to characters interacting with each other, and you balance those two goals perfectly.

I don't know if something happened in real life, or you're just tiring somewhat of the PPC after writing so much, or if it's something else entirely. Whatever happened, though, I wish you the best of luck.

I don't know what's going on, or what's happening, or any of that, and if you ought to leave, you ought to leave. That's your choice, y'know?

But, hey.
If I could choose anyone to claim My Immortal, it would most definitely be someone like you.
Writing-wise, you're bloody brilliant. Stunning characterisation and humour, consistent updating and quality.
Hell, person-wise, you're bloody brilliant.
You interact regularly with the community, are friendly and polite to everyone, and, as someone who's never really been involved in this sort of thing before, I can say that you've been one of the best influences I could've had. Don't know if I've ever felt so welcomed in anything, ever. I don't doubt I'm the only one who feels that.

Don't know what you're going through, and if you feel this is the right decision, then go ahead, but, really, you should give yourself some credit. You deserve it.
Hope that all turns out well.

Besides, I don't even have Permission!
(Hey, that rhymes!)

What happened Ix? Please, explain why you're talking like this. And don't tell me you recently insulted someone her on the PPC, because I won't believe that.

And if another problem s getting at you, well, there is a whole community here to discuss the issues with you and solve them.

Oh, and to quote Salvation War, the two last phrases of your post are male bovine excrement. You can sure do justice to that thing, and 'people like you' are a ducking base for this community.

Please reconsider why you end up here. I'm sure the problem can be solved, whatever it is. Jutt talk about it with us.