Subject: (No kidding.)
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Posted on: 2014-06-12 23:48:00 UTC

(Jeez, I remember some of my earlier missions where I did refer to the author as opposed to the Sue and stuff. I've been better about that, so...)

One thing that's confused the shit out of me throughout this whole thing is his insistence that he has improved and moved on from his fic. One of my co-contributors in the Library had this to say, actually:

"But, if you look at it another way, despite his claims that the criticism of his work does not affect him, it certainly affected him enough to both write that fic and make a long commentary at the bottom about how he's not bothered any more.

You can only publicly deny the obvious for so long."

And really, that does seem to sound about right. He's put up this stink about it for the better part of six months, and it hasn't let up once. One thing I've asked that he has never, ever answered is "why are you still putting up a stink about this fic if that's the case", and it makes me so confused that he tossed around all this talk about "oh, I've improved so much since then" and then turns around and tries to protect what should be his old shames. And then there's everything else, like making himself into a martyr that he isn't and everything associated with what he brings up in that fic. In that context, I guess it's just that he's in denial about how hurt he is. I still can't understand why it's there years after the snarking and why he's still talking about it six months after he first told me about it, but there it is.

I don't know what kind of self-righteousness would have to exist for that to occur, but by now he has to realize it hasn't gotten him anywhere...

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