Subject: That said, I'm afraid I can't accept this.
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Posted on: 2011-09-18 19:05:00 UTC

I have thought about this for a long time now, and I have come to the conclusion that I'm simply not ready to take on this kind of responsibility yet.

I feel bad about disappointing anyone who put their trust in me, but I have decided that I would disappoint people more if I accepted and didn't do a good job as a PG. I am simply too new here, and I have still a lot to learn - especially considering the emotional baggage mentioned in my previous post. It's just that I don't feel worthy of this position yet, and I wish to prove to people that I can be a good PG... in the future.

Right now, I'm just too much of a new kid, and although I feel very honored that not only one, but two established PGs trust me enough to actually consider me good enough to be a PG, I do have to consider the opinions of the other Boarders, and those have more importance right now. I want to be a PG the people deserve, not a PG because of some popularity nominations - and by that, I don't want to be rude to the people who nominated me, but I feel the same as the people who think that simple enthusiasm and zeal do not make up for a lack of experience.

I want to express my gratitude for everyone who believed in me, and I hope that by the time the next PG elections come around, I will be ready - and worthy - to be the Permission Giver this community deserves.

Thank you.

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