Subject: Adding my thoughts from the Discord here...
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Posted on: 2024-08-30 18:55:31 UTC
I want to start out that I don't mean for this to turn into another conversation about whether the PPC deserves to exist or whatever. That conversation has been had plenty of times and it just seems to end with everyone's feelings being hurt. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings here. I just want to add what I already said to Oculus in the Discord because it was an interesting conversation and I'd like to maybe get some more thoughts on it.
When I was a kid, my school had a whole assembly about using the Internet. The whole presentation was pretty funny in retrospect, but the point is that I really had it drilled into me that when you post something online, there's no sure way to take it back. People can read it, save it, repost it, whatever they want, and there is not much you can do about it. So, if you're going to post something, it doesn't matter if it's a family photo or a one-sentence forum post: you should be prepared for anyone and everyone, for the rest of time, to see that message and associate it with you.
That position was a bit extreme. The Internet has changed, the ways people use it have changed, and nobody is going to care that the person who liked that one DeviantArt OC ten years ago was me. But that's still my first thought when I sit down to say or write something that might go online: is this something I'm okay with literally everyone seeing? For my writing, the answer is almost always "no." And that's still an important part of how I look at other people's work online. I assume that someone hit the publish button knowing full well that mean strangers would find the thing, and that they were ready for the inevitable trolls.
However, there's a flip side to that. I have to admire the confidence of anyone who publishes a fic, no matter how bad, especially when there's a second or third chapter. Even bad writing takes time and effort, so a badfic takes both of those plus the confidence to publish. No fanfic author gets paid for their work (well, unless they're breaking the terms of service), and that's also worth considering. I can get mad at a bad book for costing me money to read, money that makes me feel almost obligated to read the book; I can't say the same about fanfiction because fanfiction is free now. I can click away any time I want with no loss.
"Don't like, don't read" is a cliché that can read as "No criticism allowed," but there is some truth to that. If a fanfic is so bad that I don't even want to spend the time to write a proper review, then what am I doing? Why am I reading it? I can look at something, anything else at any time I want. When I keep reading something hilariously bad, it's because I enjoy it. When I make fun of that thing to my friends, it's because the author has made it clear in some way that they do not care about legitimate feedback. And if the fanfiction is any better than that, then I point out the parts that I actually like.