Subject: The weird thing to me is, you talk about low-quality work like it's a crime or something.
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Posted on: 2024-08-31 14:41:16 UTC
Before I start, you're free to do what you choose with your own work. Like Linstar, I don't like it, but I won't fight you. I just need to put in my two cents about why I disagree for anyone else reading.
Everyone is a beginning writer at some point. Even good writers have bad ideas sometimes, and write them, and post them. Part of my dealing with my PPC involvement is owning this: owning that not everything I do is great, and that anyone has just as much right to notice and make fun of it as I do. Because it's okay to not be great all the time. I truly believe that sentiment should be normalized, because that would take so much of the sting out of criticism; it would take away the fear so many people have of trying something new, or of continuing after a shoddy effort. It's okay not to be perfect. It's okay to look back, shake your head at how cringe you were, and then happily go about doing better. Because just look how far you've come!
I have never taken down an old work, and never intend to, and that's why. I feel no shame at having been less good then than I was now, or in growing and gaining a new perspective on life. Having been a worse writer in the past isn't a sin to be buried and atoned for. It's just part of my journey to becoming a better writer.
I was also aware that FF.n (and AO3) have a review system when I posted there, and that anyone could use it to say whatever they wanted. I wasn't posting in a private community with rules about positivity, so I never expected it. While safe spaces are certainly valuable, I think non-safe spaces are, too. If you're never exposed to negative feedback, how on Earth are you ever supposed to learn to cope with it? If no one tells you what hasn't worked, how will you know to try something different?
Granted, I would not speak to a young child the same way I would speak to a teenager or an adult, but if you join FF.n or (I think) AO3, you're stating that you're at least 13 and can be spoken to as such. I would also never speak to someone "in person" as though I were writing a mission. Different circumstances, different rules. I don't think that's hypocritical. It is, in fact, a good thing to exercise situational awareness and adjust your behavior appropriately.
But I think it's also really valuable for beginners to see that other people were beginners once, too, so that not everything out there available for comparison is a polished, mature work. And that's okay. It's okay to see what went wrong for other people, laugh about it if it was funny, and learn from it how to do better. You don't have to be an expert to have the right to an opinion. Anyone is allowed! And that's a good thing!
That's my view. Possibly an increasingly unpopular one, but there it is. I hope it helps someone.
~Neshomeh