Subject: I see where you're coming from, but I hoped that would be mutual.
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Posted on: 2024-08-31 15:13:39 UTC
I'll admit that some of what I said and feel about my own low-quality work (especially painting it in such a negative light) comes from a deeply personal place that I genuinely don't feel like discussing on this Board. Not now and not ever. As for other people's writing, and expressing opinions about other people's writing, I understand why you don't support what I'm saying here, but I'll stand by it. As I said to GMA on the Discord, it's everyone's choice in this community to decide if they want to give constructive critique, knowing that it's sometimes unwelcome even if it comes from an intent to help; I'm not comfortable doing it anymore unless I'm actually asked for my opinion, and the reverse of that is true as well. That's simply my stance that you are all welcome to disagree with.
Plenty of younger writers (and even me, although I'm not exactly "younger," just a little thin-skinned lately) can deal with concrit just fine if it's requested. Those same writers might feel surprised and uncomfortable to receive criticism unprompted on an enthusiastic but half-baked work, even if the criticism is well-meaning. If you are a creator on the internet, especially in an active and relatively public community, you will have to learn to deal with good faith critique and bad faith feedback, because chances are you will encounter both kinds eventually. That doesn't mean everyone is always ready and willing to receive critique on their work, and as far as I'm concerned, that's also fine. Learning to accept my own occasional failings as a writer is something of a work in progress for me, but until I adjust my attitude towards my own work, I just plain don't feel comfortable leaving up my older writing that doesn't represent my feelings and my standards anymore. Please notice that I used the word healthier for a reason when I talked about creators taking down old work to reassess it. I'm simply not at the point of being able to laugh at my own mistakes yet, it makes me feel bad to look back on them, and if it genuinely helps my wellbeing to make those works vanish for the time being, then vanish they shall. I said to Linstar that I don't intend to permanently delete my missions, so I might eventually share them again even if they're out of continuity. We'll see that later on.
Thank you for such a thoughtful response. I mean it. I haven't been a member of this community for half a decade without understanding what you and other people here think about critiquing writing. I'm only asking to be understood in return. (Adding to this: I actually was trying to say that in my opinion, sometimes sharing writing that is bad is okay, so please don't misunderstand that. Maybe I didn't express that sentiment well because of my issues with my own work and because I'm currently running on 4 hours of sleep and a very bad day, but I didn't intend to talk about lacking writing like it's a crime, as you say.)