Subject: Touch But Lightly
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Posted on: 2017-12-18 05:46:00 UTC

"I can't."

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"I, I just... I mean, we've been together so long-"

"Only a few months."

"It feels longer. A lot longer. Like living in a dream."

"I know. It's been a dream for me too. But dreams end, honey."

"Not for you."

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"What do you want me to do, cob, beg? Because your scrawny arse knows I'll beg."

"Yes, it does. So does the rest of me."

"Then why-"

"Because I can't do that to you."

"... Not following."

"My people, we've got this, this thing. We can go anywhere, at any time, to see and to feel and to be. But we can't leave too great of a mark in case it makes things worse."

".. Still not following."

"I mean-"

"I get it, you know? I get it. The way you are... it doesn't lend itself to settling down. But, but what you're missing is that it doesn't matter to me. I don't want to settle down! I'm twenty-four, for God's sake! I've got my whole life ahead of me!"

"Don't I know it."

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"Will you at least think about it?"

"I've done all the thinking about it I can, honey. Trust me, affairs of the hearts are something I know a bit about."

"You keep saying that."

"... I'm hearing a quotative like at the end of that sentence."

"Ugh, fine. You keep saying that like I'm not... your first."

"Well, you aren't."

"I, I know that. Sorry. That wasn't what I-"

"I know what you meant. You think that if I won't wrap a bit of metal around your finger or bind our wrists with silk or consume one of our specially bred clone-young at a feast in your honour - bee tee dubs, Sontar is weird as heck - that means I don't think you're special."

"Well? Do you think I'm special? Or do you rate me as just another notch that just happened to stick around-"

"I'm over five hundred years old."

"... Damn."

"Yeah."

"I... I don't know what to say to that."

"Most people ask about who supplies me with my moisturizer."

"Damn it, why do you have a crap joke for every occasion?"

"Practice."

"Over five centuries?"

"You learn to weed out the bad ones."

"No you don't."

"No, I do. I just choose not to."

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"Won't you? Please? Even now?"

"No, Lola..."

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The shaking figure of the Time Lord didn't look imperious, or severe, or indeed like much of anything. She just looked beaten. She shook in her partner's arms, the sweat on her brow staining the clown's dungarees.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"I can't."

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