Subject: About that.
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Posted on: 2022-05-15 20:17:34 UTC

While I'm technically still...around, and more active recently, it seems, it's been kind of a while since I felt up for handling a Permission request. Among other things, which I can write out (I have written out, actually, and managed to start doing again in this post and will now cut out so I can just...put up a short version and expand later if it seems necessary/relevant), due to the nature of my RL job, they...kind of feel like work. That's one of the strongest reasons, I think: that I look at a Permission request post when I'm off the clock and it just feels like it would be more of the same, at a time when I'm looking to do things that don't feel like an extension of my job. I like my job a lot; however, I also want to be mindful of maintaining a work-life balance, because it's pretty important. There are some other reasons, but as mentioned, in the interest of just posting the relevant information and potentially expanding on reasons later, I'll save them. (They're nothing terrible, but they have this annoying tendency to get lengthy and I'm tired of editing for readability and all that instead of just getting my message posted already.)

Essentially: I haven't been up for actually looking over Permission requests lately; it's intense (I go over them pretty thoroughly), and it feels like an extension of what I do all week, and a handful of other reasons. Anyway. I haven't been taking them on in a bit, and can't see doing so again in the near future. So, uh. I suppose I'm a semi-active Boarder, but...not exactly an active PG, especially in the Permission requests sense.

What to do about that is another matter. It turns out Nova only became a PG last month or so, which I didn't initially remember; I want to suggest that potentially we should add another PG, if there's someone who seems like a good pick and, ideally, has the time and energy and all that to actually go over Permission requests, but I don't know if there is currently such a person active who actually wants a Hat. I wouldn't know, unfortunately, given the general lengthy bouts of inactivity over the last few years. So...what I'm doing about it, I suppose, is to put up on the Board that this is the situation, and let some more people weigh in. Even if there really isn't someone currently around who would be a good PG, has the time and so on, and actually wants to be, at least I'll have been clear that I'm unlikely to be doing more than occasionally nibbling on my Hat in the foreseeable future. I've been feeling a little guilty that that's been a consistent thing for longer than initially expected--somehow, I thought I might eventually take one on again, but at this point, I really don't think it'll be anytime soon, especially an entire one on my own.

~Z, now trying to place some vague memory of a character absentmindedly nibbling on their hat as though it's a perfectly normal thing to do, without much luck yet

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